My Love

This is My Love life. His name is Michael Laing and he is 24 years old, live in Miri, was an ICATS student taking Electrical course. We've known each other through a friend of mine that is Jennifer Samy. 
Mula-mula kenal mike, ku nang sik suka nya eyh sebab dari muka nya, nampak macam playboy jak tp sebenarnya mike is a good boy. Nya mintak number phone ku from Marvis, actually ku sik suka orang jual number ku sesuka hati. dari sia, mek duak berkawan la since awal tahun 2010 till 24th october 2010, we declaire as girlfriend and boyfriend. Macam-macam jak dilalui mek duak sebelum bergerek. what i like most about him is that he makes me smile, makes me happy... bila dengannya, aku rasa nak tetak ajak. He's a nice guy, never taking advantage on me. masa berkawan dengannya dolok, i am still others' girlfriend actually but at that time, aku dengan guy ya memang dah ada problem pun. because of that, me and mike pernah decide nak lupakan jak feelings mek duak tp untill the day that i told him yang aku dah break up with that guy, mek duak contact balit. perjalanan hidup mek duak macam dah dirancang jak. it was unpredictable that we are finally together now. for sure, i do love him so much. The way he breath makes me calm. The way he speak makes me warm. The way he see right through me makes me the girl that I want to be. The way he hold me, I could never feel cold. The way his nose moves when he speak, The way his eyes looks at me makes me weak. OMG! i'm totally so in love with Michael Laing for sure.


Let me describe a little bit about My Michael Laing in my very own perspective. Mike seorang yang baik hati, loving type of person, very understanding and for sure, he is a good boy. Nya quite a good looking guy sehinggakan sampe now aku rasa macam sik cayak jak that he chose me as his girlfriend instead of billion perempuan lain kat luar ya yang much better prettier than me of course. but looks doesn't matter at all, it's just the heart that matters when it comes to love. Mula-mula kenal Mike, i thought nya jenis yang rough and though tapi sebenarnya nya mat jiwang juak duhal. Palak jak botak, pakey anting tapi jiwang juak duhal. Whenever aku ada problem, he's always there for me, accompany me with his jokes plus makes me laugh all the time. That's why i like him so much. Nya sik pernah nak ambik kesempatan kat aku, bukan macam laki-laki lain yang ku kenal before tok. He is one of the kind. I love him so much. Nya macam terlampau perfect buat aku, aku tok macam banyak gilak kekurangan. Before tok memang aku admit that i do have lots of scandals but now, guess i have change because of him. Aku maok Mike only, no one else. I want to be his Wife in the past, present and future. 

You don't know how much i miss you
or how much i really care
your like a dream
i open my eyes
to find that your not there

i wish that i could meet you
to see how much fun you are
so that you could hold me
but your destination is too far
i wish that i could touch you...
i want you to touch me too
my heart is crying out for you
what am i to do?
i miss your friendly presence
you've got me thinking. 'damn!'
you don't know how much i want you, 
but you're no where near i am...

~My Love To Michael Laing~


My love for you contains no bounds,
Beyond pure sight or any sounds.
It does not follow, distance or time,
If mountains appear, effortless its climb





My love for you feeds my soul,
I never hunger from this bowl.
Since it leads me in the right direction,
Everyday I will show my affection.




I've always ask myself why do i love Mike? he's charming, he got the charisma, he is one of the kind. He melts my heart most of the time, his jokes makes me laugh. Though we are far away and being apart from each other, it feels like he is always near me, by my side and in my heart. Always be.. i love him for no reasons actually, he's my man, my love one, the love of my life.







~It's Our very first month anniversary-dated:24th Nov 2010~




You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,
But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,
Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.
It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,
Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,
You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.
My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,
But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,
That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.
I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,
For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.
Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,
You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.


after all..i'm happy having Mike as my love life,
I've known him before as a friend,
and now i have him as my boyfriend,
i'm lucky to have him,
i love him with all my heart,
he is my everything, my happiness
just wanna say that..i love you so much my boo,
no one else except you, and happy anniversary boo :)








this picture was taken on 5th December 2010...Mike datang kuching...so happy that time. Aku yang jemput nya dari airport. So glad to see him in front of me. Miss him a lot. Before nya sampe ya, hati ku pande berdebar-debar endah.. ku pun sik tauk pahal ka. selalunya buat biasa jak, maybe because dolok he's just a friend and now he's my boyfriend. Lain dah situasi now, dolok kawan but now gerek. Tapi i'm happy with Mike cos nya memang seorang yang very understanding person.